Journal Date: 10th March 2010
March 10, 2010Destiny rarely call us at a moment of our own choosing…
I would like to stay, if I had a choice, I’ll stay forever and ever. But life has been cruel. It’s time to move forward, forget about the past. It’s time to grow up, to put some of my dreams behind me. Move on and move forward.
I thought I’ve everything within my grasp, except the very thing I wanted. Perhaps this can never be forced, can never be fought. I surrender myself to destiny… To embrace what I’m supposed to be, rather to be dragged down by this… Even if it’s not seen by the rest, I guess discretion will always be the better part of valor.
Only time will prove everything… Forget about love, for it’s not the answer. It’s just not meant to be. Not meant to be. As only fate can decide. I surrender myself to destiny. Hesitation and drag has been my greatest vice. These moments of mourning will soon come to pass, everything will once again be 150%. Sorry for letting down all of you, 150% is my promise.
Hell, it is about time…
As Dumbledore said it… It is our choices…that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities. I’ve made so many wrong choices, that I’ve stop making them. If I’m holding out for universal approval, I’m afraid I will be stucked for a very long time. Time to move on. Now that I’ve made my choices, it’s time for fate to decide its direction… And may fate have mercy on me.
What’s coming will come and we’ll meet it when it does. Soon we must all face the choice between what is right and what that is easy.
